You call this 'friend'? when I never even receive such shit from you?

I had it all..
I thought it was good...
So, I know I am always right, but this time..
I was wrong about you...

I miss you...

What can I say?
I did what I could, I suffered and you stood there.. I really don't know what have I done to deserve all these shit. Seriously, I am devastated, and lost. I just missed every single thing of you, every bits of it.

I hate myself );

Heartbroken.

She ignored me and chatted with some guy on fb..

What the fuck was that for?!

Welcome to the reality!

I don't want to lose you.. And I don't know how to tell you how much I don't want.. );

Year 3 has begun, I haven't been doing my assignments lately. I'm like the worst one in class, yet having better results! Haha! I know I can be good but I just refuse to.. I'm better of doing things I want, kinda fucked up huh? Anyway, back to topic.. I haven't been doing my assignments, and yet I can feel the stress comin' up my head. It is fuckin' insane, with that type of workload, I don't think I can adapt to such life in future. CAD drawings, Drawing plans, BQ, rendering, presentations, wtf.. -. -"

I'm gonna start bulking officially from today, 10 weeks from now.. Will start to get ripped by new year, haven't tried cutting before. Guess i gotta call Jinnykoh for some help then! I kinda hate myself for being narrow, the peakless biceps, ugly abs shape, and with the so 'not sexy' collarbone, totally f'ed up. Nvm, will do my best for it.. Lucky I have a huge piece of chest, just found out yesterday! LOL



Gute nacht meine lieber!

Architecture seems way more difficult than landscape architecture..

You don't really care do you? You've changed, and I have changed to be more sensitive, and yet you showed no interest in everything I do.. I'm just waiting to pop the question, don't blame me for that, maybe you're happier like this.. Looks like it! ):

I dreamt about Amy yesterday.. WHATHEHELL! I don't even know her.. -. -"

“Marihuana influences Negroes to look at white people in the eye, step on white men’s shadows and look at a white woman twice.” \

LOL WHUT..

I see a bigger picture, I understood a thousand idioms, I hear lies beneath the words, I sense fiction within the horizon, I feel the motion of molecules.. What exactly am I?